"I was happy and lucky that the Flames helped me out, kept me busy. That was great.
"But sometimes you're there, at home, sitting on the couch, feeling the worst, thinking how much you miss hockey. It's so sad.
"I just didn't want to retire this way. I was hoping my body would give me another chance, a chance to retire properly.
"I've played hockey since I was four years old. I put a lot of work into it. It wasn't just pure talent.
"So to retire that way, not on my own terms …"
Smid plans on flying to the Czech Republic next week for 10 days to re-acclimatize and train, then return to Calgary to continue working out before heading back to Liberec for good the second week of July.
"The team back home has been great. I told them I wanted to give it another shot. Negotiations didn't take much time. Everything was pretty smooth.
"The full year (away) helped my body to recover fully. It wasn't a case of going back in the lineup, play a few games and then having to sit out again because my neck was sore.
"This was very important.
"I got a chance to train for a full year, skating a little more. And now I feel so much better."
That first venomous hit, the pace of the game, battles in front of the net and chasing the puck back into a corner will all provide tests to determine the feasibility of his quest.
"I'm sure I'm going to be nervous before I get out there,'' Smid reckons. "But if I feel nervous, at all, after I'm out there I'll retire on the spot. There's no time to be nervous. The game is too fast. Too much can happen.
"I just want to go out there, enjoy the game again, and forget about the last couple years."
As he wrestled with his own frailties and the possibility his career might in fact be over, the example of former Flame winger Gary Roberts, who retired due to neck issues only to return and play an additional 11 NHL seasons, helped keep Smid's spirits up.
"Obviously I'm not Gary Roberts but he's an inspiration for all the guys who've been able to come back and play from a serious injury. I saw him work so hard to come back and enjoy a long career.
"I hope I can do it, too."
So, after 583 NHL starts, his appetite to compete only heightened by enforced idleness, Ladislav Smid is heading home a chance to play hockey again.
Nothing is guaranteed. But this opportunity, make no mistakes, means the world to him.
"You take the game for granted and all of a sudden it's gone,'' he says. "You never think it could happen to you. So you get really depressed about that. Your whole life this is what you wanted, what you've worked for. And … gone.
"So I look at this as a second chance. As a last chance.
"It's still weeks away, I know, but I wish it all started tomorrow.
"I can't wait.
"It's been a while."